Overwhelmed

I know people have more to do than I do but this weekend overwhelmed me a bit. I had the wedding on Saturday, 4 large articles to finish on time and the KOSA newsletter to put together. All is done but the newsletter which I am about to start.

This all left me feeling frazzled and moody. Today I have school and don't want to go. I'm like a little fish in a big pond there and when I was at GCCC I was a big fish in a little pond. I don't like being a little fish and while I love the classes, it takes everything for me to show up. Big fish get special treatment and the teachers all love them. Little fish swim with tons of other fish and no one knows who the little fish is. Big fish could impress others with tales of their "special" side job. Little fish impress no one, nor do they try.

I guess today is my rant day. I thought the wedding pictures turned out great yet not many people said anything and the constructive criticism I did get just made me feel inadequate.

So there you have it. My little fish overwhelmed inadequate day.